what does it mean to truly love someone

isit ok if i just stayed by your side??
so today went out with by buddy go study..
met him downstair my house den went to kovan e macs do work
he dam funny sia keep sayin purple line here got lots of chio bu..
den say want to move here
hahas
jker sia...
so anw he had to go back early so didnt reallie complete it...later den i do la..

i reallie dont noe wad to do le.
this year sure will drift de..
wan to be by ur side aso cannot..
i seriosuly hate it..
why cant time just stop so i can stay by ur side
even if im just a frend...
and nothin more...
u found ur happiness...
and so im standin here alone...
prayin for the impossible..
but even so if i could just be by ur side til the end of time
even if im just a frend and nthin more..
i wouldnt mind...cuz i dont ever wana be apart...frm you
imaginin a world withou ever knowin you...tats impossible
my world would be empty...
my life would be meaningless..

love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling in th world
supposed to be but its not
seein u and knowin tat i can nvr have you
thats just ......
the world's such an unfair place..
but i guess tats just the way its meant to be
at least u found ur happiness...
and i pray that u'll nvr have to go through wad im gng through

and so this year will be the MOST painful one ever
cos no matter how much i try to convince myself
i noe that we'll DEFINETLY drift apart...
and everytime i think bout how im gng to lose u again
its like driving a knife through my heart only a thousand time worse..

losing u the first time was already torture
and dont even think i got over it...
i just forced it to the back of my mind
but now lookin at you and knowin that im gonna lose you again...
it feels like...like...

i dont wana lose you.
i dont ever wana lose you.