im feelin u pull away and letting go isnt easy but i noe u deserve so much more

it hurts so much la..
see la jona now u noe how i feel right..
the nvr ending pain...
omgosh tats like emo la...
okok must stop being emo liao..
must let go..
cos u realli deserve so much more den me..
it reallie hurts but just have to move on
and convince myself tat ur not everythin
even though u are...
shyt man...this is so not fun
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
someone save me!!!!!
and jona too!!!
cos his probably hurtin...
like me...
hiazzz see this is so not funfun
i reallie need to stop thinkin so much..
bout every little thing u do...
stop hopin...cos i noe tat its like IMPOSSIBLE
must keep telling myself..
jona tel urself tat too k...
okok its IMPOSSIBLE
okok i think im convince...hmm maybe
ARHHHHHH
i shall stop thinkin so much bout everythin liao..
and tats a promise...
apparently i suck at keepin promises
but this one is definelty must keep de..
OMG i reallie must stop emo le..
STOP..hahas
ARHHHHHHHH
ARHHHHHHHH