what did i do?? can u please just tell me?? i dnt want to continue like this

hmm haven updated for a long while...
cos i was being a lazy sarm
haha
hmm...had leadership camp frm mon to wed..super sian and the food suck s big time
hahas
we aso had to do many many many squats..
hahas
on thur went out with aka and chua
aka came all the way to my house cos he had nothin better to do..
hahas
so nice right...NOT..hahas
den went to marina and played house of dead..
den while waiting for chua we slack at subway...
he took so long to come la..
watched ghost of gf past or smth..hahas
its a kinda of sick show which aka enjoyed hahas
the ending is super crap la..hahas
sian today havin church camp...I DNT WANT TO GO!!!!!

i gave and gave the best of me but couldnt give you what you need


u control yourself around me...
always careful..why???
what did i do???
what did i say??
can you please just tell me..cos the pain of not having you close is.....
its like you're trying to distance yourslef..its like you dnt wan me around you..
its like you're starting to hate me....
and i know eveything is my fault...
no matter what i do..i wont ever be good enough for you...
so im letting go...
it doesnt mean it doesnt hurt

you walked away you stole me life
but no matter how i try... i cant hate you anymore