neVer agaiN wiLL i fAll f0r u...im gng t0 keEp tellinG mySelF tat

why u...seriously why must it be u
any other &&& i defintely wouldnt be like this
but no0o0o it just had to be u...
stupid shyt sia
now must spend my entire life with this shyt..
omg must stop like this le
must geet my life backkkkkk to the way it
i hate tat im so weakk.
sometimes i wish tat i didnt meet u
but yet i cant imagine my life without ever knowin you
its dam stupiidd....
freakin stupiid
i hate knowin tat no matter what i do i cant stop this
i hate the way my hEaRt yearns for ur presence
i hate the way my mind just stop listenin to me when im around u
omg it sounds so........zzzz
god i hate this
its just .......
shyt man
i reallie cant do this anymore
so whats left of me. is wad i pretend to be
so together but so broken up inside
omg so chessy...gayness...zzz
stupidstupidstupid