cant keep it inside...it hurts too much

hate the fact that my no 1 means so much to me....
but den again love no 1 all the same
no 1 means so much to me....just dont wan2 let no 1 go...
but yet i have to...cos no 1 doesn't noe...
so i've fallen in love wit no 1...
and i'll nvr stop lovin...
no tat my feelings are true...
i reallie love no 1<3...!!!!!

no 1 sits there smiling..and i its him tat i watch
but n0 1 doesnt even noe
what he does to me
so i sit there and watch...
as i bleed...
everytime i look at no 1...
everytime i talk to no 1
my hEaRt continues melting...
and im forever dreaming
everytime no 1 look at me i wonder what he sees
everytime no 1 talks to me and i hear tat beautiful voice
my knees get weak...
my stomach flutters...
my chest collapse
and for tat moment i stop breathing...
what is it tat no 1 does to me
and i sit here yearning....
and imgine no 1 sleepin
i wan2 hold no 1 in my arms...
and nvr have to let go...

to watch no 1 leaving...
is such a pain...
like jagged edges rippin thorugh my soul...

____dont tel me u love me when ure not sincire
for a lie tat strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear
so pls dont tel me u love me....unless u reallie do....

i have this feeling deep inside...
and i dont noe if no 1 feels the same way too
and i dont noe wad to do
when we're together i feel so uptight
when____around i feel so right
so for now i;ll love ____frm afar
and one day i'll express how special no 1 is
one day...i promise

i liked holding no 1's hand...
holdin ___in my arms
nvr wantin to let go
nvr wantin to say goodbye
wishing the kiss lasted 4eva
no 1 smile brightens my day...
no 1's persence even more
and i noe i'll always love no 1
i feel sad when ___cries
wantin to make things better
but all i can do is tel___
tat i'll love him 4ever

my knees start to weaken...
at first side of no 1'sface
my heart starts to melt...at the thought of ___embrace
i get nevrous when no 1's around...
and wan2 to cry when when no 1 is away
i dream bout no 1...
every nite and day
and no matter what i do or may say
i'll always love you

u were nvr mind to begin so i reallie nvr lost u