do u really understand how i feel....

you'll never know how it feels
to have the one person who means
everything to you
-make you feel like nothing...thats how i feel la


I long for the days of being a
little girl when I dont know that love hurts
and skinned elbows were the
only thing that caused tears.

There's a part of me that wishes all
my dreams will come true..and another
part of me that prays that I'll wake
up one morning and be over you....so true sia...hahas

You killed me. I can't even pretend to
be happy anymore. It's not worth pretending...sadistic h0r....hahas
You always hear how much heartbreak
hurts but when it happens to you, its
almost like ten times worse but the worse
part about it is you cant even remember how to smile. kinda of true lor

Im just wondering. Does it hurt you to
know that every time I see you I feel like
crying, that when I see your face something
inside of me dies just a little bit more
or when I see you frown I want more than
anything to kiss your pain away? ....cool sia...hahas

Maybe I should just give up on everything.
Broken hearts last longer than love does...especially for u cel..jkjkjkjkjk

Why did you go? I need you so much I'm
falling apart. You may not realize it
but you've broken my heart. ...yup u have...hahas

I hate you for making me feel so much over nothing ...i wish i could feel that
i don't know how i'll get by without you;
i'll be wrecked, i'll be ruined.
i don't know how i'll get past tomorrow.
i bet i'll be broken open wide ...lolss

Im just wondering if it hurts
you to know that I cant talk to you.
What do I say to someone who has hurt me
confused me, and broken me beyond measures
but who I still love more
than words can express? .....ya lor...wad ar....



I never knew one person could break
my heart so many times.
I love you and it's killing me...yup its is


Letting go isn't giving up, it's accepting
that some things aren't meant to be. ....so true